Monday, July 30, 2012
If you are just now reading, I would encourage you to go back to Installation #1 and start reading at the beginning of the journey!
Thankfully we were advised to take time and process the trip aloud with our spouse whenever possible along the way during our trip.
The funny thing was trying to figure out WHEN to process.
Maybe at 1am when we got back from dinner or maybe first thing in the morning? hmmm
I wouldn't say that I love mornings but I wouldn't say that I'm not a morning person either. But for as long as I can remember, I do not talk in the mornings. I remember my mom and dad trying to talk to me in the mornings before band practice in high school and getting made fun of for my variety of grunts. Give me 30 minutes to wake up and get ready and then I'm perky and ready to go. But right when I wake up, please be quiet.
One other problem we had was brain overload. Neither Drew or myself are the most outgoing or most introverted but we both felt over-peopled each day. Talking and getting to know people, while also taking in a new place every few days plus praying about difficult things going on back at home and then figuring out whether you feel "called" to move here permanently was a little overwhelming for the brain.
So we did process a little together on the trip but mostly I just felt like my brain was in stunned silence.
When we got back to the States I did my best to share with friends and family but I didn't feel like I could journal or really dive into any of it even on my own. My brain had switched off and wouldn't even let me in.
After about two weeks, life was returning to normal and Drew and I had time to sit and talk and finally I felt like my brain was turning back on.
To sum it up, we both loved France and felt like we really could see ourselves fitting in a place like that. We both felt the huge need that was there and desire to see people brought to Christ.
Neither of us felt that we would be disobeying if we didn't go or if we did go at that point. We felt at peace to just sit and pray and ride out the process and see what happened next.
Well, we didn't have to sit very long. Before we had even been back a month Drew was offered a job/internship with a new company. No promises were made but there were some really good possibilities that this company would be interested in sending us, along with two other families on our team to France. WHAT?
This may seem small and insignificant to you but it was pretty huge to me. Over the last five or six years Drew has applied to COUNTLESS jobs. We didn't tell people most of the time b/c we didn't want to get people's hopes up and then have to tell every one we didn't get it... again. Turns out that was really wise b/c we didn't get any of them. Drew was #2 again and again... as I previously mentioned. We were open... we applied to Texas, Colorado, California, Kentucky, Indiana etc etc....
So for Drew to basically put in no effort and then get offered a great job that wanted to possibly take us to France.. was HUGE!
We had to wait a few weeks for Drew to finish well in his previous job... and to get a big quarterly bonus that will basically enable us to take the internship pay cut. That's right... pay.cut. As in, can't pay your bills cut.
So there was a little bit of faith leaping in there too.
So, we went from only mildly interested in our friends missions plans, to on a plane, to in France and now into a new job that Lord willing will have us in France fall of 2013.
And did I mention that I have been praying praying praying that the Lord would give Drew a job where he could wear jeans and chacos? Well, this job does!! He would've taken it regardless of dress code but it is AMAZING to be able to dress casual to work... I can tell a difference already in his energy and happiness when he gets home from the new job. Today he even got to ride his bike to work!
Now you are pretty much caught up on our journey thus far and I would love for you to continue to follow and pray for us as we ask God to do big things in the next year to take our team to France and then for more big things once we are in France.
We will be doing language school, missions school, figuring out insurance, getting rid of most of not all of our possessions, preschool, and then normal church life and family life and trying to soak in all of our "lasts" over the next year.
There is a good chance this blog will also be going private really soon... there are some that I know follow the blog that will be notified if a password is put up but some of you may read this from time to time and really want to keep stalking and I want you to... but you'll have to let me know how to get you the password.
My main concern is not endangering any current or future missionaries and protecting our children from unwanted predators (they are all of course unwanted).